i think i was just eager that day..

Im sure you still remembered that day...
Cause I know for sure, it still pops up in my mind every now and then.
that day when i chose to act the way i wanted to,
that day when my eyes glistened somehow,
what was the sign?

have you ever been asked a question where you try and say the answer to it,
but then you just forget and you cant get it through your mind, & then you start to think about
it so hard, you cant concentrate on what your doing, and it just kills you so much? .. and after
a few minutes it just pops back into you, like that, like a snap of a finger.

this instant was sorta similar to that day, im not going to go in detail, but it was
just that day... that day when i thought to hard, when I could'nt concentrate on
what I was doing, I just could'nt scribble my mind from seeing it.. It happened every
single time I kept quiet, I didn't say a word. and it instantly popped into my mind.

It was when my mind daydreamed on its own, it was when it played a game
and brainwashed myself to get into it. I couldn't see what was going on, all i considered or assumed was
whether or not it was actually going to happen. Is it going to happen?.. probably not,but maybe
I should give it a try..? I did, it did'nt happen, but who cares, I mean things can get even better
later on. and things did get better, I didn't go wrong. It was like skimming my fingers on a soft silky
feather. I enjoyed the incident.

many later's had passed...

today had been a joyous today. that time" it" answered my question, that time it made my
eyes bulge, and made me think, "wow, that was sooooo... Amazing." it was so.. hmm whats another
word for .. ahh nevermind, it was so adorkable. a mix with admire and crazy. My mind twisted and
tickled that instant. I was speechless, I couldn't open my mouth, all i said was .. aawwwuugghhawww .. ..
haha, I hope later on, it happens again, cause now, and forever "it" 'll always will be in my mind.