Sunday, September 27, 2009

Life's Not Perfect - Another Poem By Me

Life's Not Perfect


I stood still waiting for the day
but I couldn’t really think of anything to say
I thought real hard but nothing came
I laughed at myself because I thought I was lame
I always gave up when things were tough
I tried not to worry, I tried to be buff

I looked like a clown when I danced on the stage
I gagged goofy greatness cause I didn’t act my age
I played like a child
and ran really wild
I sang silly songs cause that was my style
I screamed so hard whenever I was home
I touched things always like the garden gnome

I wished for hope to become the best
but all that came were just stupid tests
I kept on whining because I felt so bad
I acted so foolish which made my parents sad
I looked for something to fix myself
and what I found was on the shelf
It was something strong that made me see
the awesomest person inside of me

I came to learn that life kind of sucked
but I tried to live it, I tried to conduct
I knew I was better somehow inside
I flew past this extra special ride
I think I am done now that I can see
I finished farewell to all of thee.

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Just One Simple Glance.

i inhaled the soft whisper you created, and branched my arms worried, still content impatient for the feeling of your arms coming against to mine. i died just a little, when i saw your eyes sparkle, glistening gently, it was like experiencing a wonderful adventure. i am glad, not only glad, but eagerly happy, i've always prayed for this feeling of joy.

Friday, September 18, 2009

i think i was just eager that day..

Im sure you still remembered that day...
Cause I know for sure, it still pops up in my mind every now and then.
that day when i chose to act the way i wanted to,
that day when my eyes glistened somehow,
what was the sign?

have you ever been asked a question where you try and say the answer to it,
but then you just forget and you cant get it through your mind, & then you start to think about
it so hard, you cant concentrate on what your doing, and it just kills you so much? .. and after
a few minutes it just pops back into you, like that, like a snap of a finger.

this instant was sorta similar to that day, im not going to go in detail, but it was
just that day... that day when i thought to hard, when I could'nt concentrate on
what I was doing, I just could'nt scribble my mind from seeing it.. It happened every
single time I kept quiet, I didn't say a word. and it instantly popped into my mind.

It was when my mind daydreamed on its own, it was when it played a game
and brainwashed myself to get into it. I couldn't see what was going on, all i considered or assumed was
whether or not it was actually going to happen. Is it going to happen?.. probably not,but maybe
I should give it a try..? I did, it did'nt happen, but who cares, I mean things can get even better
later on. and things did get better, I didn't go wrong. It was like skimming my fingers on a soft silky
feather. I enjoyed the incident.

many later's had passed...

today had been a joyous today. that time" it" answered my question, that time it made my
eyes bulge, and made me think, "wow, that was sooooo... Amazing." it was so.. hmm whats another
word for .. ahh nevermind, it was so adorkable. a mix with admire and crazy. My mind twisted and
tickled that instant. I was speechless, I couldn't open my mouth, all i said was .. aawwwuugghhawww .. ..
haha, I hope later on, it happens again, cause now, and forever "it" 'll always will be in my mind.

- Creative Poetry -

Okay, so this is just a narrative poem I had to make. this poem is a rhyming poem that I had called "I Believe." here it goes. Oh and tell me if its good. (:

I woke up in the dark of day
and all i did was slowly pray
I glanced so hard upon the sky
laying down preventing me to cry
I had the feelings of a child
which made me act so crazy and wild
I wished for light as bright as sun
as well as this dreadful day to be done
I believed it would be on its way
but nothing happened it was all delay

I closed my eyes and hoped it'd come
a riskful thing had come along
I heard myself scream for help
but no one helped me just myself
I saw the sky fading from blue to black
it was sharp heavy thunder coming back

I waited wisely worrying so whack
I expected not to get attacked
I felt the shock against my leg
It was like a sharp needle and persuaded me to beg
I begged for hope and craved belief
I looked once more and saw relief
I saw sun smile which made me see
the greater faith I had in me

I gagged great grief before I walked towards
I looked more past just for the rewards
I quickly forgot the messy day I've had
I was so impatient to be glad
I knew I had the hope inside
It took great thought just to abide
I listened softly within my heart
It took me here for a fresh start

I thanked the lord so very much
I ended the day with a simple touch
I believed so hard for this to come
I have nothing to worry since this days done.

-Allan Razon

geez, this poem took me hours, lmfao. hahaha.

made due to boredness. (: